I wrote this about three months post-bd. I learned the hard way, the only love I can count on is God's.

Another Day in Purgatory

Another day in purgatory
Each day the same bittersweet story
He loves me
he loves me not
He loves me
he loves me not

Me: 57 H: 58
M: 35 T: 38
3 Grown Children; 2 Grand Girls
BD: July 2019
He left: January 2020
Summer 2020: "Risen from the pit of despair"