That is true I admit it. I lied to myself saying I’m ready to let go. I’m not even close. Today is the first day I have actually stuck to not communicating with her in any way shape or form for weeks. It will take me a very long time to detach. But I have to begin right now if I ever want to feel better. I just watched a video about letting go and it said something really nice. “Sometimes people are in our lives for less time than we wanted, but the lessons they taught us stay forever”
I know I’ll get there. It will just be a long road because of how I am and how attached I am to her and my delusional vision of what she could be. But I am going to move forward the correct way because I need to stop hurting myself I don’t want to feel this way anymore I have to let go. It isn’t a choice anymore. I can’t let my kids see me this way.
Last edited by Steve_; 11/24/2007:19 PM.
T:11 M:10 K: D5, S7 BD: 9/1/20 WW continues to break up and recon with OM. I paid last fees and pushed the D 5/3/2021 Default Dissolution granted 8/5/21. Glad my D was not busted.
