I’m not going to comment on your DBing because we all know this problem you have stems way beyond DBing. I can’t give you advice to try to save your marriage because it is so broken it shouldn’t be saved. You need help from a professional not some random strangers on website. Your W is like heroin to you and you are majorly hook on it and need assistance in getting unhooked for it. You are mistaking love for your unhealthy attachment. Please follow through on getting help from the VA. Please if not for you then your children.
