And now I am awaiting Covid test results and feeling low (but healthy, fingers crossed!) and kind of helpless and so, so, so SICK of this MLC (or whatever) behavior, of being the bigger person and of constantly tapping into my depleted resources to find the best approach to dealing with an insecure, immature, mean man-child father of my children.
I feel depleted.
Hey Sage, just want to wish you good luck on the Covid test, and reassure you that you can do this. You may not win mother of the year, but you will keep those kiddos alive and well.
I second wayfarer on start accepting the reality that you can only count on yourself now. no expectations of H "doing the right thing". My H will still help sometimes, but he is not definitely the most reliable.
