I don't keep an immaculate house because to be completely honest cleaning triggers me. My step-father was a white glove test kind of guy. I had my face shoved against a toilet bowl because he couldn't eat off of it.
Oh wayfarer - that's awful. If I may suggest, if it's ever in your budget to do so, a cleaning service twice a month would probably be worth every cent to you, to avoid those triggering memories.
