Yesterday I actually got back into the kitchen after 7mo of NOTHING. I brought in homemade blueberry muffins (with blueberries I picked myself this summer ) to the office. I made a homemade sweet potato shiitake mushroom bisque. My female bff was so excited that I was cooking again. I also treated myself to shopping and buying lots of new fun sexy underwear!
Pilot took me out on Friday night after a long work day and it was super nice and lovely... but then he goes quiet the rest of the weekend. If I text him he will respond but its not reciprocated... (face palm). I realize I'm chasing this guy... UGH, must stop! I like him and I know he finds me attractive but I get the overall feeling he is not that into me. We've been out a handful of times and he initiates that... sex is pretty great but clearly I find myself wanting more.
So for that reason I'm back to meeting new people. I need to walk away from this one as much as I wish I didn't. He knows I'm not divorced so perhaps he is just being cautious? Doesn't matter... I'm not supposed to be falling for anyone at this point.
Best news is picking up my son from college this week!!!! YEAH!!!