Thanks Steve85. I needed that tough love speech. Your right, it was immature and needy to be snooping. And being impulsive has hurt me in many ways as well. Both in the past and currently. I get what your saying and I have been doing massive work on myself. However, I never dealt with the insecurities and fear that I have carried. On Tuesday, I pick up the kids for the evening so I will have to see her. I won't speak to her unless she wants to and I will empathize and validate with her but not defend or explain my actions. Again, I thank you for being honest and truthful with me. I needed that
