well, had our d dance recital yesterday. i was waiting for my sister outside and saw ex and told him where I had saved seats-even though last year his family didn't save a seat for me. then all during the recital, i was kicking myself that i did. we all were talking, like we were not even divored--i want to distance myself but i cant!! after everyone left except my sister and neice and we were all hugry oh ex was there hugging my sister telling her how much he misses her and asked what we were doing, i said probably get a pizza and go back to my place and then i go and ask why, next thing you know, me, sister, d and neice are following him to friendlys and he brought us all supper. my d didn't want to stay at my house since she stayed over with me last night. i told her i want her to get in the habit of staying over everyother weekend. ok said he was going to take her and go food shopping, i told him no, shes tired and needs a shower, so she will be spending overnight with me and he just said ok. i;m thinking about two things: if i keep having d, maybe he will miss her and being a family and if he does have this extra time, he may date the tenant more but then reaslize how hard it is to date when you have kids.
