Well if it makes anyone feel better I'm not going to end up pregnant... LOL... had a complete hysterectomy 4 yr ago due to extreme health issues.
I am aware I'm walking a tightrope but frankly the distraction has been amazing.
This is part of my journey. I totally get that the first guy I sleep with after 11yr with the same man is just getting over that mental block and nothing to be taken seriously... and I don't feel I'm misleading him. He's kind of treating me like this is just a hook up anyway... one that will probably happen again...
H texted tons last night and today... nothing he really needed to bother me with but basic business that he could have problem solved himself. By this AM the truth came out... the timeshare sent my vaca itineraries to him rather than me as he is the listed primary owner... he was being nosey... Eh... shoulder shrug and moving on. I'm not looking to be his enemy but not looking to be his friend.
My Dr took me off AD's 6 weeks ago.
I'm happy.
I feel great.
I know I'm still going to have days where life feels like a complete train wreck.. but I know I have the ability to get through it.
