Well, I was right! actually I went to pick up d at ex's house so that we, meaning me and d could go on a bike ride. When I asked d, ex says oh sorry I can't go, I'm going to mow the lawn. I felt like saying, I didn't ask you. It is so hard to even try and detach at this point. then he said well, when you come back, maybe we can try to see the harry potter movie. then we looked at times and decided that it would be too late to go. I am trying to only speak to him about basic stuff, so far I'm not doing too well, trying to act 'as if" but when I see him, I just start talking and talking.
