I see your point - symantecs for sure. I will admit to being intrigued but I would never randomly sleep with a guy that didn't at least intrigue me... I need to have some kind of standards!!!
I'm 100% cognizant that this ^^^^ is really helping me divert my focus from the implosion of my M and pointing out that life isn't over... its freaking dramatically different. If you granted me 3 wishes I would absolutely choose to save me M. I'm not going to lie or hide that fact. I'm also trying to accept the fact that wishing it back is not going to happen.
I feel I'm at a good place... better than I have been for awhile.