thanks for checking on me rottzilla. Well, I will be the true test for "act as if". I just don't know, on one hand I feel so stupid for going on all those bike ride and meals, then on the other maybe he is just scared, I mean I did have an affair on the guy and maybe he is just being extra extra careful. But I'm going to go over there and pretend that nothing happened and just enjoy my daughter! and I dyed my hair back to its orginal color. I used to be brown, then red and now since I'm going to be 40, I went back to brown and actually when I look in the mirror, I feel kinda powerful-don;t know why, but who cares!!!
