I saw this coming right from the beginning. Getting over someone by getting under someone else.
Yeah, I did as well.
Broken attracts broken....
I will definitely admit to being broken.
I will also say I'm on a path of healing and self discovery. My life has taken a dramatic turn and what I thought my future once was is no more... I have to figure out that new future. So I'm exploring.
Thornton - I said I think I like the guy.... I'm not in love with him. I don't know him. Do I love my H? I do... its more of distant love. I love the man he was when I fell in love with him... and my H by his own admission feels he was not truly who he was when with me... that he felt like he was trying to be the person he thought I needed him to be rather than his true self. I still love the true authentic parts of him --- being true to yourself is extremely attractive. I'm trying to love him enough to let him go.
I don't even know this guy's last name and I'd like to keep it that way. I don't feel I should be crucified for liking the guy... I think it would be gross hooking up with a guy I absolutely didn't like. And, I 100% realize its the curiosity and mystery of the whole thing that is drawing me in --- I do not know this man... but I might like too. Is that a crime?
No harm, no foul Thornton. I appreciate everyone's opinion.
