I know with 100% certainty that COVID is definitely part of whats taking its toll on me. Things I would normally do are NOT happening. Mentally its getting to be a strain. I'm doing what I can on Zoom but its still so isolating. Add in that I'm home alone (S19 at college). So maybe I could make better choices but I wish better choices were available. I'm not trying to make excuses... I'm reaching out to a step sister that I don't know that well and asking to hang out and do something fun... I've been spending the last couple of days trying to figure out what that "fun" is now that its colder what few outdoor events are done and no one is risking in door events.
Hi Kit, just wanted to say that I completely understand how hard this in particular is. I've been careful since all of this started, and I've found very limited ways to GAL, but it's been very hard. Especially after my recently failed R with my H, the whole reality of this is very hard. I have friends I would love to see, a trip I would love to go on, etc., but I just keep trying to find ways to keep myself occupied while still being safe, and that's very limiting.
I'm 40, H is 36. No kids. No infidelity of which I'm aware. Mini BD January 2020 -- not sure if he wants to try anymore BD March 2020 -- separation
