glad to see you posting again. Hopefully you can help out some of the people here because you've been through plenty and know a lot at this point.
Everything sounds rough, so I hope you and the kids are well. You don't have to be a stranger, everyone wants to support you they just find it hard to see you going through such a tough time.
Choose happiness my friend!
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.