It's not all bed of roses though. I still do have some moments where I have anxiety issues but I'm glad to say that I've kept it to a bare minimum. I'm trying my best not to get affected by the W's actions or words and just concentrate on my kids and myself.
Eventually I want to go to a place where I don't want to save the marriage and instead live out the best for myself and the ones that loves me (the kids and my other family members). If I save my marriage that will be a plus, but if I don't that's fine by me too. Still have a long way to go haha...
I'll try to journal once in a while and will instead spend more time reading and trying to motivate others in this forum too. It's time to give back a little to the forum for all the help that was given to me previously!
M(36), W(36), D(6), D(4) M-7, T-8 Bomb Drop - Nov 28, 2019 W requested separation - Sep 30, 2020
