Yes, I have felt guilt over the amount he has to pay me. However, I sacraficed a lot for the family in terms of career. I know DH is anxious for me to get back to work and I have been working intermittently during the pandemic. But, for all of his hints that he wants me to launch a big career, he is the first one to need me to watch the children because there is no school during covid, they were exposed to a covid positive patient, it's a holiday, etc. He seems to want his cake and to eat it too.
I'm not saying I'm not working on a career. I just took a very difficult licensing exam in my state and I had two interviews today. I am saying he has benefitted immensely from me staying home.
