I think the scariest thing is that I know in my heart that if I stop trying to be so "nice" and I just drop the ball, he will probably just let the divorce proceed. I'm scared of letting go, because I'm pretty sure all hope is lost. Like, yes, he has ratcheted up communication, etc. BUT there's a big difference between increasing his texting and actually wanting to work on the marriage. I feel like I'm grasping at straws
