She text today saying the feelings are not there and we went back and forth a bit with our different views/opinions. Wife says she "tried" and I said well if you call being completely withdrawn trying then most marriages should recover from affairs. Then the OM was brought up about how I made her block him and that he will probably not want anything to do with her now, she says she has not been in contact with him but she might contact him (more like she will).
I've had enough of this craziness. I am going to be looking for an apartment, I just want a quite life for a while. Son says I shouldn't give her the house but right now I don't care.
I did engage I am afraid but I think only because at this stage I had decided I am done. Too much has happened and she has just chipped away at the love I have for her I just don’t have the energy any more.
