I will say lately, I have been sad when he ignores me. The thing is, it is expected from him. I do not reach out to him, except lately to let him know dinner is ready if he wants.
This behavior is new. I have actually done ok alone, it is just when he decides to interact with me and even D. You see, there have been recent times where no one sees him. He leaves in the morning without a word and returns and stays in the bedroom until morning.
I agree that I should journal the future PLC, but I think that it would be a confident PLC standing for her marriage as she has for the last year and a half.
Of course, there are boundaries. If H crossed one, I would not stand any longer.
I can't help but observe his actions, as they are different of late. I would love to know what this all means, but I do want him to know that I am still around. I am not making it easy, i am not discussing us, but I am here.
It is a hard path, but my choices are up to me: stand or move on. Right now, I am standing.
