Yeah my W was telling me how good I look, asking if she can touch me, I said no she lunged and did anyway and boy I let that little thing get me into an R talk. That was incredibly stupid, she just had to reaffirm why and how she is leaving instead of wanting to touch me and not being able to. I could have had a small win for myself, instead I blew it by letting that micro positivity pull my emotions to be like “oh she likes me, let’s talk about the big OM bomb I got yesterday and see if that’s still what she wants” I laugh at myself for being so dumb, yeah man that’s still what she wants and looking good, even better than OM still ain’t gonna just make her change her mind like that. That was dumb of me! Ain’t going down that road again. She can’t even be physically attracted to me now without me using it for an R talk, I blew that up like a dumbass. /shrug lesson learned.
T:11 M:10 K: D5, S7 BD: 9/1/20 WW continues to break up and recon with OM. I paid last fees and pushed the D 5/3/2021 Default Dissolution granted 8/5/21. Glad my D was not busted.
