Also, I have to admit that at times I even question if I want back in. I love DH and I the children are absolutely devastated by the separation, but I have to admit that I wonder if I'm crazy for even wanting to salvage this. MIL was unbearable. DH was never pleased no matter how hard I tried. I've made friends with a lot of other WAWs and they all think I'm crazy to even think about rescuing it. I want to be in a marriage where mil doesn't control every aspect of my life and isn't always in my business. I want to make DH happy. I just never thought I'd be the type of woman to walk out on my marriage. But I felt like I had to to save myself