You are always talking about fighting for your M. Stop fighting for the M. Stop recommitting everyday to your M, b/c it sends your brain mixed messages.
And once again you write below
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I am ready to give up but my values and moral ask me to be patient and fight for my M
Is it not a good idea for you to be the best man you can be for your own sake and not to fight for your M?
Me: 38 Stbxw: 35 No kids Mini bd: February 6, 2019 ONS confirmed Sept 7, 2019 Told her to move out: September 8, 2019 W moved out: September 28, 2019 Divorce filed by me: September 23, 2019