I feel like I am detaching, but something creeps up in my feelings and I get scared it’s not working. I need to realize that is not detachment.
I am going to reread this post when I need a little pep talk. I have been told “I want a divorce” I acknowledged, but nothing has been done since then by him. I have been trying to live forward not backwards. I definitely have felt ignored, like I am ignoring and not seeing anything.
I know H is in the middle of a MLC he has never left and that gives me time to see the ups and downs of his journey. That is good and bad in that seeing him, I know he’s home most of the time and I see how he is not present with our family.
