Journey of me and H Part 2

[DnJ]

Hello PLC

Sadness / depression precedes acceptance. (((Hugs)))

I do understand and empathize my friend. I miss my W. And I miss my kids’ Mom. Still. Not all the time. There are moments however.

I was playing the piano, and above it on the wall is a picture of my four kids, taken at Christmas many years ago. It must be around a decade old that picture. Their faces so young and happy, standing in front of our old upright piano all decorated with Christmas lights. W, I, and kids - we were a family.

Boy, I can sure pour the emotions into song recalling those times.

I do miss my wife. And XW is not W.

The guy running about, who looks like H, isn’t that loving H you miss. Old H is buried under denial and justifications. He may surface; he may not. The road to that understanding, to that acceptance, is a sad one.

Don’t worry that you haven’t shaken the sadness. It takes a while for our emotions to find their way.

You are doing just fine my friend.

D