I think that he has been mad at me at different times. In fact, the first BD in May 2019, he was pretty angry and when I tried to calm him down ( he felt I was nagging so much ) he announced he no longer wanted to be married.
I understand this has been a long time coming, but I also know that that day, he did not plan to BD, but it presented itself and he could say something.
As we all know, it has not been all sunshine and rainbows for him since then, and for me? I am doing ok.
After I posted my earlier post about just giving up, I had to go somewhere. I had the radio on my station and cranked it up and sang along. I instantly felt better.
I also realized, since his little weekend get a way a couple of weeks ago, I have not heard his phone pinging all night long. I don't focus much on his behaviors, I just realized I hadn't heard anything.
Me? I am relaxing watching the game, rooting on my Dodgers. I'm happy.
