I’m in my head today.

I have had way more good days than bad, so maybe I am due?

H avoided my birthday so maybe this is a residual sadness? I did not expect him to, but anyway...

Today I just feel like giving up. H avoids me at all costs unless he absolutely must speak to me. His NC is something legendary. (Lol)

I know we are on separate journeys and I should be living my life separate from his, and I think I have done a real good job of doing that.

Why am I so affected by his consistent actions?

PLC