Yasss, May! Get those avos. I'm envious of your endless supply. It costs me $8 for a bag of 5 at my local grocer. Loved hearing about your self-care. Food is self-care for me, too.
Last night I made zucchini tots and honey soy steak for me and S2's dinner. I've been prepping fresh pawpaw and pineapple at the start of every week for snacks. I also made the most delicious lemon bars using lemons from our tree.
It's coming into summer here which means it's mango season. A tray of mangoes disappears very quickly in December. The scent is heavenly. Christmas down under means BBQs, tropical fruit, prawns, salads, pavlovas... Yum.
For a long time after X left, I would cook healthy, fresh meals for S2, but feed myself junk food. Not sure the psychology behind that... Anyway, keep investing in yourself. You are worth it.