You did great. I'm so impressed. Let the tears come.. of course you are sad, and scared. Anyone would be. Don't beat yourself up or try to hold it in. Now is the time to double down on taking care of yourself, whether it is a nice chocolate or a long walk or locking yourself in the bedroom to cry if that is what you need.
You're strong, you're smart, you're brave, and your heart is telling you that you are doing the right thing, even though it is scary and harder than anything else you've done before. Keep that vision of your clean and beautiful AP-free life in your mind's eye. You're on the path to that destination. One foot in front of the other.
(((KG)))
Me (46) H (42) M:14 T:18, D9 & D11 4/19 - 12/19: series of escalating BDs 9/20 - present: R and piecing
