Just a quick update. It’s been a while since I have posted. Wife has yet to bring up any relationship talk. I ended up spending thanksgiving with wife and kids. She had invited me out and I agreed to go. She was sort of hot and cold during the visit. She wants to increase the amount of time I have with the kids per week. I was fine with that. After the visit I was driving back to the apartment. I realized I did not feel fulfilled and why I was putting myself through this pain. Don’t get me wrong it was nice to see everyone but I just felt really empty and sad. I’m wondering if I should put a stop to these visits. And do I tell her it’s nothing me or just leave it?
