I guess since I am thinking and wondering where his thoughts are regarding me, I need to drop the rope more.
You are right, this is my journey. He may have set me upon this path, but I am the one on the path and I am the one making those decisions.
I do wonder if he is coming home today to go to work tomorrow, or if maybe he took a week off of work (he has a lot of vacation time) or if he is not planning on coming home. I even looked at his fake social media profile and nothing there I can see.
So I have the whole day ahead of me and it is for me. I need to push thoughts of him out of my head and keep on moving forward.
