I'm slowly starting to get it. It's been four months and I'm slowly refocusing my attention on myself and the kids instead of her. It's just hard waiting. I know, patience is the key and time is on my side but it is still difficult. I'm starting to GAL more, I have two meetups with male friends tomorrow and another on Monday. Working out like an animal and working on my emotional intelligence. I am wondering if she is noticing any of my changes? Not that I'm doing it for her. I'm just curious as to what she is thinking
