Thanks LH19. Yeah, I see your point. I did jump at the first chance. Maybe I should have waited longer. As far as the changes go, yes I understand that these changes take time. I certainly feel that I am a much different person than I was four months ago (I have been busting my butt everyday at learning, understanding, and figuring out who I really am. I gotta say when she smiled at me last night I haven't seen her smile at me like that in years. I think she misses me, is curious about me and wanted to reach out to see where I am at. But I will more cautious in the future. Do I wait for her to reach out again, and then politley turn down her offer to see me? Thoughts?
