Core Tough reading what you are going through, it must be really heavy. What U posted here is however SO right! Hang in there, give it time! Its not your truth! (U holy [censored] that is strong!) I have turend to David Goggins in my downs recently. Forcing myself to change mentality at least helps a little bit when Im down.
Me: 34 Stbxw: 30 D:5 D:3 Mini bd: May/June 2019 Married: Aug 2019 BD: 6th Dec 2019 OM Confirmed: Feb 2020 March 2020: I filed for D Waiting for D to be finalized and W to move out end of January 2021