Well that was pretty tough. Just dropped off kids to the new house. They were pretty happy. It was all I could do to burst out crying. Really awkward to as in laws were there as well. Seeing w and kids in the house really hurt. Not because I wasn’t happy for them but I should have been there enjoying the experience with them. Instead I’m sitting here at my apartment feeling helpless and hopeless. I just want another chance to show my w I’ve changed. Feels like a nightmare
