Update: W and I meet today to swap living arrangements for our week on week off with S in family home. I kept conversation to her about house and S and talked about our finances as we are going to the bank to sort it out on Tuesday.
We were cordial and friendly. As W was leaving S wanted W to to give me a hug. We hugged and I held on maybe a little too long. So hard to let go.
Went into the house and spent time with our S and then my emotions got the better of me. Today has been a very hard day, very much a day of one step forward 2/3 steps back.
To make things worse I did a little snooping around her wardrobe/drawers and found some lingerie I had never seen before today. This confirms for me that if she doesn’t have OM then she is most definitely looking for one.
Not sure how to proceed from here? I know I have to GAL and start looking after myself more but I am almost ready to throw in the towel on our M?
