I guess I’m confused. You dumped now your talking marriage because she’s allegedly pregnant. Seems healthy.
When she found out she was pregnant little over a week ago that’s when she told me we had to get married. Then a few days ago I broke up with her. Nothing to do with her being pregnant, I just couldn’t take the arguments anymore. Most of the arguments were petty. I tried talking to her about the arguments and how we could address them, she would work at it for a day or 2 then right back. It’s a real shame I really was in love with her. She was amazing except for the arguing. Unless I agreed with everything then there would be an argument. Many times I would validate and just agree. But it’s like the more I did that the more I didn’t have an opinion, if that makes sense. I don’t want a relationship we’re it’s not 50/50. I felt like I was going down the same path of being a doormat and I was not going to allow that to happen.
The last 3 months of my life have been absolute h*ll. I will post more about it some other time. It’s one thing to go through a divorce, it’s another to lose your GF, dad, 2 brothers, daughter and now maybe son. I am trying to be so strong but everything is crumbling around me. I don’t sleep anymore and feel literally sick to my stomach everyday. Sorry for this last paragraph, I really don’t have anyone to talk to anymore. I will be here a lot.
M:42 XW:41 T:19 M: 15 D:13 S:10 BD: 8/10/18 Moved out: 8/18 Moved in: 9/18/18 Moved out: 4/22/19 D papers signed 11/4/19 D final 3/18/20
