Midlife wife crisis 15

[Wolfman]

yesterday was my first day alone. Something I was so fearful of. Fearful of just being alone. Honestly, it wasn’t bad. It was nice and peaceful and nice not having to answer to anyone or worried about the other person and if I need to help them. First day of growth. It feels good. 2 years later and finally it feel like I won’t die. It’s so true the one thread, we won’t die. 2 years to get here, 1.5 years of therapy, panic attacks, lack of sleep, depression and thinking of suicide, I am finally finding myself. I share this because I never thought I would get here. I thank all of you for being here, I thank all of you for not giving up on me. I hope I can offer advice to the newbies.