Since then my W and I have drifted further apart. She brought up S and possible D this weekend. I am a mess. Can’t sleep. It is almost 4:00 AM and I am wide awake lying on the couch at the moment. I developed an ulcer sometime last year right in the middle of all of this and it has been acting up the past few days. Started taking my medication again 2 days ago. I thought it was healed.
Please take care of your self - stress is huge during this time and it will make anything that is wrong with you much worse.
Sleep, eat and try to breathe.
Look into some over the counter things that can relieve stress.