Reached out to a new IC today. Really need to talk to someone.

My W comes home from work today and announces that she is taking a trip to Cancun next April for a retreat with one of her workout groups. I asked if she planned on going by herself and she responds, “yeah, what’s wrong with that”. I just looked at her and said, “nothing, I’m sure you’ll have a good time”. I am seething, I would never consider going to a resort like that without her and of course I wonder if she will actually be alone. Just this month she went away for the weekend claiming that she needed time alone. I am 85% certain that the OW was with her. I have no proof but she was just acting weird each time she phoned me.