But goodness, here we are almost 17 months in, it is a MARATHON.
PLC
My H's first BD was the fall of 2013. He filed for divorce in summer of 2018. You have to adjust your brain to a much longer time span for your marathon.
What did you love to do before H? Did you always want to try writing poetry? Taking up hiking? Can you do some volunteer work? Permaculture garden in your front yard? Mentor a child who is living in poverty?
Your life with H is over. Don't wait for him. Just be pleasantly surprised if he shows up in your wonderful new life and you still want him back.
It takes a long time to find yourself and to find a new way of seeing life. It will happen. Hugs.
I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord with courage. Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.
