I have felt the same in the past...terrified sometimes in the middle of the night...How can i do this without H? start over alone Raise these kids on my own, pay for this house, make a living.......
Allow it, feel it and maybe listen to some strong speakers or positive messengers on u tube anyone from Michelle to any pastor or religious person to any motivational speaker than resonates with you Give yourself some I can message...
Truth is we all can do this We are all doing it and many others have done it already b4 us
You will be ok and probably much better than u can even imagine now- Hold on-
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