Thx peacetoday, I think I’ve read this on your thread and others that they become very irresponsible esp with money. I have already taken my name off of all CC’s, so the only concern is the bills surrounding the house getting paid. They are in his name for business purposes...so I don’t know how I’ll even know until services get cut.
I’m having a horribly emotional night. It’s uncomfortable when he’s home, ignoring and avoiding me at all costs, but not much better with this new behaviour of disappearing. He’s been gone for 5 days, returned for one to do laundry, gone again for 2 and just came home for 5 min then left again late at night.
I know I shouldn’t speculate but I think he’s got another place. But what is worse than the speculating is how my emotions have completely flared up again and taken over tonight. I’ve made myself sick crying for the last 3 hours ...why - I don’t really know.
My neighbour scared me by telling me that some guy was lurking around their house at 1 am and to be careful,..so I’m scared being on my own right now....pls I just had a bunch of household stuff to take care of on my own and just don’t feel like I can keep up anymore.
I’m letting every emotion get the better of me tonight. I feel sad, angry, hurt, scared, abandoned and fed up.
