Hopefully Drifting Ashore (Riding the Wave 4)

[Pommy99]

With all that being said I'm taking a break from here for a while. Watching everything fall apart for you, Pommy, and Sage as it looked like you all were rounding the corner to the finish line is really affecting me. I almost checked his phone records yesterday. I've gotten incredibly paranoid. And please don't think there's any blame here. Because there isn't. This is on me. But being surrounded by this is making it hard. I wish there was a board being actively used by people who are reconciling and piecing, but we don't really have that here. I think that's probably why people drop off the face of Earth when things start to go uphill around here. This is crazy hard to rebuild trust when I keep wondering how much time I have before he starts talking to OW again. I love and appreciate you all very, very much. And you cardinal and wooba!!! But I think it's time to say good by for a month or two. I'll check back in then. I'll be thinking about all of you. Putting out all the positive energy I can in your directions. xoxoxxoxo

WF, I hear you. I have to keep myself away sometimes because it can really bring me down. As one who tends to overthink, this exacerbates things tenfold. Sometimes it's better to just let things be. The internet can be a wonderful resource, but so can a blank canvas. Keep your head clear and just "be" for a while. Enjoy your break and will look forward to your next instalment. xx