I was just signing on here to say I feel out of sorts after him being helpful last weekend and KNOWING I should not focus on him, and just take care of me.
Of course, this morning and the last couple of days he has been avoidant and I don’t know why I let it bother me. This morning, as I was leaving the house for groceries, he was getting picked up by his friend. I don’t know if the friend saw me, but of course H did not look my way as they drove off.
This being Saturday morning, I have a whole weekend ahead that I need to be busy. Dnj, I will reread your advice a few times. I need some counterpoint to my thoughts.
