I think i need some wise words from you people on how bot to fall apart, and i know its just my emotions.
Im struggling with 180 here as i have obv neglected some parts of our marriage and didnt always act the right way, perhaps restricting his impulsive behaviours and so on. Basically by doing what in soing which is not initiating contact and basically living my life like He doesn't exist, im doing more of the same in his eyes. Not that it matters as he is with ow and very slowly trying to integrate her in all aspects of life. I know we could be in for the long haul here, 2-3 year, which im not prepared to wait btw.
I just need a reality check whilst im ringing around banks to get our financial position and rereading db whilst he is out with boys and ow.
