Thanks for the replies! I will try to work on myself for the near future, I will read on the internet about detachment and apply your advice. Everyday instead of repeating myself "we can have a great new M 2.0", I will tell myself "The outcome does not depend on me".
Your words will stick in my head I can guarantee. Goal 1 - Stop spinning, Goal 2- detachment, Goal 3 - GAL.
thank you all! ((hugs)) Pack
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Me 29 W:29 M: 5yrs T:10yrs S:6 yrs S:1 yr BD: "I want a D" 08/09/19 Sep: 10/27/19