Take some time away from the Board. If you are receiving IC therapy, please continue to do so, in fact, you may want to ramp it up a bit to help you over this bump in the road.
One of things that concerns me is that posters think that they need to take in all of the advice that is given on the forums. You do not. In fact, take from the advice that which you can use in your situation and leave the rest in the corner. We all have been down the road you are walking on and we all know what you are going through. Again, take some time away from the Board and when you feel stronger and want to return, then do so...but remember, when you post, you open yourself up to "unsolicited advice". Try to remember, we all mean well and want to see you healthy, both physically, mentally and emotionally. No one means you harm in any way.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
