I will let this whole thing go, in my mind I have already made the decision to fight for this. I need to calm down and work on myself big time. I will come back here before doing any stupid thing again. If she does not want to clarify this to me is her problem, I have a life to build and happiness to find with my children.
I am very scared, in pain, lonely and hearing that she had been with other mean as obvious as it sounds to all of you, has devastated me. I have always thought about the man I want to be in terms of the good times, I dont know how to react to this situation while maintaining my dignity and self confidence.
Maybe is time for inaction and to take care of myself... I dont know what else I could do now to get me out of where I am.
I will leave her be, I dont know how things got this bad, we spent the summer apart and I was felling strong and leaving her be. I need to get back in track. Thank you all for your help and support. I am sorry I did not come here first, I will next time, you are for sure more mature than I am about this.
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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Me 29 W:29 M: 5yrs T:10yrs S:6 yrs S:1 yr BD: "I want a D" 08/09/19 Sep: 10/27/19
