I'm sorry you're struggling, man. I know this isn't easy on you.
Give yourself a pat on the back. You got through a major upheaval and you're still standing. I know there are more to come, but thats for later, not right now.
Don't think too far into the future. Stay present. There will be time for the rest later.
I'm looking at Covid as a time to pause, a time to reflect, a time to slow down and really think about what direction I want to go. If you look at the positive aspects of it, we all have nothing but time to think and plan and set goals.
I know it doesn't feel like it now, but the feeling will pass trust me
LB55 I think once told me this - "the reason you are so exhausted is from fighting every little thing." Something that really opened my eyes.
